Thread:Wagwan piffting23/@comment-38834301-20191214035829/@comment-38834301-20191215185448

In my opinion, the fact is, that John is at least partially aware of who left him behind. If we go by the above logic, that John assumes everyone on Dutch's side are the ones who left him to die, then he should've thrown an insult at Cleet for "leaving him to die". There was plenty of time to do that, like when John was chasing him.

John is clearly much more willing to kill Joe than Cleet. If you antagonize Joe, John will say "I was kinda hoping I could kill you". Even if you defuse, John will still have an angrier tone to his voice. Yet with Cleet, John is either apathetic or hesistant to kill him. That's definitely not due to the context of those situations, why would he be more angry at Joe than Cleet? Likely because Joe actually left him for dead. This suggests to me that he is aware of who left him to die.

If John was completely unconscious during the whole ordeal, than there's no reason for John to go back to camp and yell at Dutch for leaving him to die, since Dutch would have a very good reason to assume that John is dead. The fact that Dutch doesn't deny this ("I had no choice, John I didn't") suggests that John was at least partially conscious when the gang left him to die and thus would see who left him to die. I think John would definitely remember yelling at Bill to get on the train and then see him phyiscally jump on the train, thus making it impossible for John to think that Bill left him to die.