User blog comment:Spawny0908/Character Disscusion: John and the Honor Meter/@comment-216.56.4.194-20120305185405

I think that they try to make it seem as if he is TRYING to leave behind his old ways, but he faces struggles that make him do bad things or good things, and they try to show that it is hard to leave your old ways. Idk this is my personal opinion but i do understand what you mean. Confusing stuff